So the story I’m working on right now, In Darkness Hides, was originally two different stories from the same dream. That’s where the title Dark Dreams (now a completely different story in Fate’s Darkened Beauty V1#1) came from and the other title was A New Day. When I started writing the story outlines as a teenager, most of my stuff was very apocalyptic and this was one of them. The poles shifted on the Earth’s axis and the research at the time (around 1990-91) stated that if something like that did happen, gravity would be out of whack for a few days. But there where two elements to the story which is why I split them in the first place, the dark element that made surviving an apocalyptic event worthless, it’s like being up shit creek without a paddle then you get a big hole in the boat. Now the two are joined once more and it’s heading into a direction I never thought it would. As I write, sometimes not even I know the outcome when I start so of course like the readers I want to know what’s going to happen too.
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Horror in My World
I write horror, though today people seem to have a different opinion of just what horror is. It creating a character that the reader or viewer can relate to then putting them through some kind of horrific event, that’s where the name horror comes from, at least that’s how I see it. It’s not dumping buckets of blood on some naked girls, yes that gets viewers and readers but, that doesn’t make it horror. You don’t need death or blood or some kind of supernatural event for example: A girl stands up to accept an award for school and goes up on stage. When she takes a bow , she farts and the microphone picks it up. Then the sound echoes throughout the hall. What she feels and what readers and viewers pick up on is the terror coursing throughout her. That is horror. Today most people try to make the bloodiest, goriest thing they can, throw in some nudity and slap a horror label on it. Then they wonder why, if they have so many viewers they have a crappy rating. That’s because after the viewer gets their cheap thrills, they don’t care about the story and can’t relate the the characters. To me that’s not horror. Don’t get me wrong, I know some great erotic horror writers out there and a lot of them are right here on WordPress but I’m not talking about them. They create great characters that are the main focus of the story and they are put through some hell. You can’t help but to follow their torment, that’s Horror! I do use supernatural events and blood and some gore in my stories but the main focus is on the characters and what happens to them. I try getting the reader to feel the terror that the characters are experiencing, I want them to follow the story line and not get caught up with, “Are there boobs and blood?” I going to put an end to this rant because I need to get back to my books. I just hope this give some insight to the true nature of Horror that we all love.
Dream sequence for my novel
I had posted the original dream sequence back in September but have since revised and edited it on Sunday. I had a chance to take a break from writing when I went to Camp Bullis with my unit this past weekend. I had time to reflect on my writing as apposed to just writing what my imagination tells me. I looked more than listened and want to bring that description to life. The revised version is twice as long and in my opinion, much better.
Dreams can be quite strange , they can be good, bad or both. They can be your most amazing fantasy or be your worst nightmare, reflect what happened during your day or bring out your worst fears from the past. The strangest things about dreams is that they can be deceptive by giving you a truthful glimpse of what is to come. Dreams are strange indeed.
As David walked down the street with his thick leather boots and olive drab jacket, he had no emotion of any kind on his face. He just moved with a purpose. All was dark and quiet except for the little bit of liquid sloshing around in the gas can he had with him. The moon was dim but gave off just enough light for him to see his surroundings. There were no people around that he could see, the streets were empty, lifeless and silence was cold. He wasn’t sure where he was or how he got there though the neighborhood felt eerily familiar. Still, he didn’t let it bother him, he just kept on walking with the wind seemingly following him. The houses around him were abandoned and falling apart but not enough to conceal their former charm and composition. He could still tell that this was once a beautiful neighborhood that was full of life. The once white picket fences were now in disrepair, charred and broken, plants that had been vibrant were shriveled and dried up and dead, lawns once neatly manicured were spotted with overgrown weeds with trash and debris blowing around them.
When he came to the middle of the block he stopped and thew the near empty gas can at a house. Reaching into his pockets he pulled out a lighter and some crudely fashioned sticks wrapped in and oil soaked rags. David spoke under his breath, “It’s time to start anew.” Then without thought and still emotionless, he lit the rags on fire then threw them at the nearest house. Almost instantly the house took to the flame and spread up and down the street jumping from house to house following the trail of gasoline he had laid out.
David kept walking down the empty street, houses now ablaze, like nothing was wrong. Just watching the houses burn as if the neighborhood was still in it’s prime and covered in Christmas lights. This brought David comfort and somehow made him feel safer. He gave himself false memories of children that once played there, laughing and chasing each other up and down the street. Of people pulling into their driveway and waving at their neighbors. He thought of an old woman that took pride and loved working in her flower garden. He just wanted to picture that neighborhood they way it might have been. Continuing on, the fire from the burning houses lit up the sky with it’s orange glow, lighting his way through the night. Then something in one of the houses caught his attention, pulling him out of his daydream. He noticed some kind of movement coming from behind the flames. When he got a better look, his eyes widened as he saw the burning silhouettes running around erratically inside the inferno. David began to panic. He started waving his arms and running toward the burning figures trying to get their attention. He began shouting, screaming, calling for anyone who could hear him but something was different, something wasn’t right. As he shouted his voice was not there, instead only silence was emitted. His mouth was open but the only sounds were that of wood crackling in the fires.
He began looking around for anything to put out the fires and rescue the people inside until the burning figures fell out of sight. He tried to shield his eyes as the wind picked up. The road became covered in ash, blowing around in the breeze then falling to the ground like gentle snow. He thought to himself, How could the ash pile up this quickly? The gray powder was almost 5” high and coated his entire body. Wiping the soot from his eyes he was frightened and confuse when he was able to focus on what now lay on top of the accumulated dust. They were everywhere, bodies just scattered all around him. They weren’t here before, I know they weren’t. Where did they all come from? They looked as if they had been dead and decomposing for quite some time but oddly, they were not covered in ash like everything else on the street. It seemed as though they were just plucked from where they had died, unknown and left to rot, and placed there so lightly as not to disturb the ash. But how was the question he couldn’t answer. Questions ran through his mind and he began to wonder what happened to those people and why was he burning the houses.
Puzzled, David thought, Was there some kind of accident? Did they cause all this or did I?
One of the bodies started to twitch then began crawling towards David with great difficulty. The mans legs were completely paralyzed, just dead weight dangling behind a burnt torso. His arms were missing some flesh but still the man used them to inch closer and closer to David, reaching out towards him as if he were asking for help. As he ran over to see if he could help the injured crawling man, the figure just stopped moving and plopped down on the gray powdery road. Avoiding the burning debris that spread to the trees, he reached the man and flipped his body over only to see it was as lifeless as the rest. Suddenly the man’s eyes popped opened and locked with David’s. Then the man grabbed hold of David’s arm and spoke, “Only time can kill us David!” he was startled and jumped back, struggling to free himself from the man’s unyielding grip that only seemed to get tighter. The burnt man started laughing at David’s attempts to break free. As the fear and adrenaline rose in his blood he felt something different come over him, something cold and heartless. The emotion was drained from his face. He twisted the mans arm arm, grabbed his wrist and shoved his boot onto the bone on his exposed elbow. Staring at his face, he leaned forward putting more and more pressure until he heard a loud snap that vibrated up his own leg. The man let off a resounding shriek that resonated in his head causing his ears to bleed. The neighborhood began to quake violently sending David to the floor and he man’s scream continued to echo up and down the street. Suddenly, his voice returned a he could hear his own frightened cries, waking him from his dream.
He awoke screaming, panicked and covered in sweat with his heart pounding. “What the hell kind of dream was that?” he asked himself.
Finally got #2 up
Finally got #2 live, as soon as I uploaded, Amazon was having problems with the publishing. This issue has the complete versions of Bone Deep, Family Eternal and Cruel Young. It also has When Light is Gone, something take control of an island leaving everyone in the dark, and Chuck, he’s a paranormal investigator but he does things a little different from the rest.
Family Eternal
This will be last story in V1 #2. It’s based on something my daughter told me when she was only two years old and it disturbed the hell out of me. She said, “Daddy, when I was six, my mommy broke all my bones and threw me in a dumpster.” I was shocked because that’s not something you would normally hear from a two year old and what got me more was that she had never even heard the word dumpster before. So how could she know what that was or that bones could be broken, i mean she was just learning how to count to ten. I don’t know what to believe about that but even though my daughter is much older and doesn’t remember anymore, it still bothers me. As with dreams that bring out emotion and stay with me, I figured I would make that into a short story too. Here is a part of it.
Chelsea began having strange dreams that started on her sixteenth birthday. They were of a little boy that looked about eight or nine years old. He had a little trickle of blood that came down the side of his face and it seemed to come from a small fissure above his temple. He told her his name was Brandon and in her dreams, the two would always play at a beautiful park surrounded by trees and flowers, and there, next to a swing set was a picnic basket sitting in the middle of a quilted blanket. For weeks she had lucid dreams of nothing else but being at the park with Brandon and sometimes they would just talk.
One night, she decided to ask him what had happened to him and why was his head bleeding. A sadness came over Brandon’s face when he looked down and said, “My mommy, she pushed me down the stairs and then she put me in the trash can.” She was instantly taken to the top of a staircase and felt a hand push her from behind. Chelsea felt the pain of hitting each stair on the way down, then she was taken back to the park where she now understood what had happened to him. Feeling his anguish, she wanted to make him feel better so she smiled and grabbed his hand then said, “Hey, how about I push you on the swing for a little while.” His sorrow seemed to disappear and his smile that she had grown to love was back. When the sun would set there, in reality the sun was rising and she knew it wouldn’t be long before she awoke. “I’ll be waking up soon,” she told him, “but you know I’ll see you again.” He jumped off the swing, held her hand and looked up at her. “You are so nice Chelsea,” he said, “I want you to meet Hallie and Heather soon.” Becoming curious about them, she asked, “Oh really, are they your friends?” He replied, “They are my sisters.” Then he smiled again and wrapped his arms around her before stepping back and disappearing.
Chelsea awoke to mixed feelings about her dream. She was looking forward to meeting Brandon’s sisters but she was also very disturbed by what had happened to him. “Who could do something like that to their own kid?” she mumbled to herself.
Singing Thoughts
My name is Kevin Holt and hopefully I have found a way to die before this is read. I have no idea what I am but it must have something to do with my father, whoever he is or was. I can’t be around people, I can’t lead a normal life and I can’t die. My thoughts are dangerous and I just can’t seem to control them. The first incident that I can remember, happened when I was in high school. My writing teacher said I didn’t have an imagination and the first thought that came to mind was her breaking her leg. She tripped on the chair right in front of me and ended up with a compound fracture, she almost lost her leg. How’s that for imagination. She had it easy if you ask me, I never saw her again because she had to take medical leave and school would be out by the time she returned. I started to notice bad things happening to the people around me that just couldn’t be explained. I remember this one kid bumped into me then shoved me while we were walking down the stairs, like it was my fault. He was an asshole but still, I had never seen someone’s spine come out of their neck like that. And that was the problem, that’s what I was thinking when he fell down the stairs. The poor kid died instantly.
Things started getting weirder, like on the last day of school. I loved science, but not my teacher. Before the last bell rang he decided to do a little sendoff experiment that involved some kind of flammable soap bubbles. It might have turned out alright except he had to throw my name in there saying I could never be as bright as the flaming bubbles he had created. Well, needless to say, the students were sent off traumatized. The teacher caught on fire and his head inexplicably popped like one of the bubbles and showered the student in the front of the class with little burning chunks of Mr. Chambers. I know it’s bad but I still think that was kind of funny, well now that I’ve been desensitized to all this. Things got worse when two of my friends came over. We were talking about video games on minute and the next, a blue light passed through my room and splattered them against the wall. What was left of them was comparable to what you might find in a chum bucket. When the cops came, they had scoop them up into little Jake and Erick soup baggies. That’s when the real trouble for me began.
Of course I was taken in for questioning and they put me in this little white room without windows that had a camera up in the corner. They asked some pretty stupid questions like were we playing with explosives and planned on making a bomb or something. I got bored and imagined that the roof collapsed. The roof never came down but the officers that were in there were crushed by some kind of invisible force, it was terrifying to watch at the time. I can remember every snap, crackle and pop there bones made. I freaked out and ran home crying. My mom, she was great, she wasn’t worried that I just left a police station and had blood on me, no, she wanted to know why I was crying. When I tried to tell her, a random thought entered my mind, and my mother was cut in half. I panicked and tried to imagine her whole again but it wasn’t working, I even tried to push the pieces back together. The cops kicked down my door and they were pissed, they had their guns drawn and everything. The realization that I was the cause of all this got to me and I wanted to die. When I was ordered to lay on the ground, I instead lunged at them, figuring they were trigger happy thinking I somehow had the super strength it would take to crush the officers back at the station. I heard the loud bangs as they opened fire and welcome the rounds I took to the chest, but it wasn’t what I expected. They didn’t hurt as they entered my body, I felt the pressure but there was no burning, no stinging, no holy shit I have a big ass hole in my chest kind of pain. It was more like getting hit with a stream from a dollar store water gun. They looked at me like I was the devil, one of them screamed something and ran while the others kept barking orders at me. I don’t think they knew what the hell to do. They should have run off with the other guy because none of them made it. It started with a trickle of blood coming from their mouths, then led to coughing up gallons of blood. While they were coughing, a thought entered my mind, it was the saying, to cough up a lung. It was one of the grossest things I had ever witnessed. They started gagging then began to throw up random organs it seems. How the hell can you throw up your kidneys? I just wanted out of there before I started vomiting too. When I left the house I saw the officer that ran, hiding behind his car door with only his gun exposed. I had to start singing to keep my mind occupied long enough to get away from him, he survived by the way.
It became difficult to go shopping for food while I was on the run. One poor guy at a gas station sneezed and his head exploded, all I wanted was a microwave sandwich. I figured I deserved to starve to death and stopped eating for a while, again, nothing. I didn’t feel hunger anymore but missed the taste of food. I started thinking, this not being able to die thing just might have something to it. I made my way to the Grand Canyon and got to see sights that no one else has. When I was on the top of the canyon and wanted to see something at the bottom a little closer, I jumped. It felt great, for a while it felt like jumping out of a plane without a parachute, the rush, the thrill, without a doubt it was great. Then more and more tourists would show up and it became harder and harder to avoid them. Those around me took a vacation they never came back from. I remember I must have spent a whole month climbing then jumping, climbing then jumping, trying to punish myself for all that I have done.
The singing only helped so much but it was my thoughts that can’t be controlled. My only option was to go as far away from people as possible and I did just that. I moved to northern Canada where most couldn’t handle the cold and where I had no luck in freezing to death. On my way up there, I must have been hallucinating because I swear I saw zombies running around. I couldn’t be sure because as soon as they got close my thoughts ran wild and they were dog food. I don’t know how long I’ve been up here trying to isolate myself from the world, the sun rises and sets very differently way up here. I can’t tell from my reflection either because I stopped aging somewhere in my twenties. All I know is that I’ve been here for a very long time. It’s been getting warmer around here and I’ve been noticing houses being built in the woods where I stay. I do my best to avoid them but, they just keep popping up. Just the other day, I was exploring and there, at the edge of a cliff was an entire city. People are spreading out way too far for their own good so I decided to take a stroll through town and make sure my sanctuary stays preserved.
My Cursed World and it’s Doomed Characters
Just a few thoughts on finding out that I really do live in my own world.
I feel kind of bad for the people in the world I write about because eventually, they are all doomed. Their deaths and traumatizations could be adverted if they only knew what I knew or could look a few pages ahead, but they are just people I dreamed up so again, they’re doomed. A lot of the stories intertwine with each other, something I didn’t do on purpose, it just kind of came out that way. For example the man Harold, from Purrsia, came from the town of Staff. (Staff will be its own story soon) There Harold’s son was possessed by a watcher demon. He cut off his son’s head with the blue knife that left part of the demon behind and weak creating the demonic version of Darren in Without Eyes which took place in the town of Staff. The other part of the watcher demon stayed with the head of Harold’s son which he buried by a tree on what he thought was abandoned land with an empty farmhouse. That’s the farmhouse from The Moment Tree and it was the demon head that gave the tree it’s power. Staff is also mentioned in Chuck, a story that will only be in Darkened Beauty V1 #2 of my monthly short story collection. In Chuck, he and his dead friend Darrel are called out to the town of Staff but choose not to go once they see all the demonic activity going on from afar. Chuck also mentions Josh who is the lead in one of the books I’m working on. One of the more dangerous beings in my stories is TAH. He was created before there was light and in the world I write, the older, the stronger. He is VEE OU TAH’s husband in Viotta and MAK TAH’s creator in Cruel Young. The Dream Giver was introduced in Wish Four, he was one of the last created before light. He was also the one who gave Harlan the power he has in Bone Deep and will been seen more in the future. Another character worth mentioning is Karla ‘Kills’ Smith, she was in Without Eyes, constantly taking pictures but put the camera away to console her neighbor in Purrsia. Damon also has a very small part in Purrsia yelling “Fuck You” from across the street to Gabe for saying their music sucks. Now in Heart Broken, Aaron was offended when Amy asked if he was a vampire. This is because it my world, they are not handsome or beautiful. They are short and hairy, and sound like valley girls from the 80’s, I don’t know why, I just dreamed them like that. Well these valley girl vampires are revealed in Dark Dreams where they make a deal Larry in order to get fresh “unscrubbed” blood. The vampires will reappear again in a later story only they will be on Earth and not in the Void. I plan a return of the man with the bowler hat and his big ass demon dog creature thing that likes to eat people. Also in the works, Sean from Viotta will end up with ties to Harold and the town of Staff.
What will be my first novel
I don’t want to be some anonymous person pumping out words so here it is. I’ve been working on this book for a while it was one of my childhood dreams that burned into my mind permanently and I figured that it would be a good one to start with so here is a little glimpse of the first couple of pages. If enough people like it I will post a little more. Just like how the story itself was created, it all started with a dream.
“As David walked down the street with his thick leather boots all was dark and quiet except for the little bit of liquid sloshing around in the gas can he had with him. There was no one around that he could see, the streets were empty and lifeless. He wasn’t sure where he was or
how he got there but he didn’t let it bother him,he just kept on walking. The buildings and houses around him were abandoned and falling apart and he could still tell that this was once a beautiful neighborhood full of life. White picket fences now charred and broken, plants were shriveled up and dead, lawns once neatly manicured now over grown with weeds and trash.
When he came to the middle of the block he stopped and thew the gas can at a house. Reaching into his pockets he pulled out a lighter and some crudely fashioned sticks wrapped in and oil soaked rags. David spoke under his breath, “It’s time to start anew.” Then without thought he lit the rags on fire then threw it at the nearest house. Almost instantly the house took to the flame and spread up and down the street from house to house following the trail of gasoline he had laid.
David kept walking down the empty street , houses now ablaze, like nothing was wrong. Just watching the houses burn as if the neighborhood was still in it’s prime and covered in Christmas lights. This brought David comfort and somehow made him feel safer. Continuing on, the fire from the burning houses lit his way through the night. Then he noticed movement coming from inside the houses. When he got a better look his eyes widened as he saw the burning silhouettes, David began to panic. He started waving his arms and running toward the burning figures trying to get their attention. He began shouting, screaming, calling for anyone who could hear him but something was different, something wasn’t right. As he shouted his voice was not there, instead only silence was emitted. His mouth was open but the only sounds were that of wood crackling in the fires. He looked around for anything to put out the fires and saw the the road was covered in ash blowing around in the wind then falling to the ground like gentle snow. That’s when he noticed all the bodies scattered around him. They looked as if they had been decomposing for quite a while but they were not covered in ash like everything else. It seemed as if they were just placed there, but how was the question. Then he began to wonder what happened to those people and why was he burning the houses.
Puzzled, David thought: Was there some kind of accident? Did they cause this or did I? One of the bodies started to twitch then began crawling towards David with great difficulty. The mans legs were completely lifeless, just weight dangling behind a burnt torso. His arms were missing some flesh but still the man used them to inch closer to David reaching towards him as if he were asking for help. As he ran over to see if he could help the crawling man, the figure just stopped crawling and plopped down on the gray powdery road. Avoiding the burning debris he reached the man and flipped his body over only to see it as lifeless as the rest. Suddenly the man’s eyes opened and locked with David’s then he spoke. “Only time can kill us David!””

